Dreams
there is something about having dreams that make my life great! i love to explore this life. sometimes its even just up in my head wishing i could be something or do something in this dull life of mine. hahah :) i know my life is not dull but that is why i love it. i have to keep my self entertained. and so maybe half of my dreams i tell people are not going to come true this year or next or even in this life time, but i promise it will happen! there is one thing i know about myself... if i want something bad enough, i can get it. thats what makes dreams so great right?:) but what i think gets confusing is when my dreams and other peoples dreams are not the same.
Demolition
what makes some one think that it is ok to demolish some one else's dreams? i have found in my life of dreaming, there is always someone that will try and tear you down and make you think that it will never happen. and some times it is every one that wants to tears it down, even your closest friends and family. and oddly enough the people that you love the most can demolish you the most. not because they want to hurt me at any angle, but it is because i respect the words of my closest loved ones. but i just have to just keep dreaming for myself and maybe someday i will stop telling people my close dreams because of the demolition i will get after... that will be a sad day.
