Imprisoned

i realized something today...  i am so trapped.  every thing that i own i do nothing to produce it.  i get this false realization that i produced it because i went to a 8 dollar per hour job and i use that money to buy the products that i own. this is such a trap.  what would happen if we went to war... and all hell broke loose.  lets say there was no more trade from country to country, or state to state, or even from store to store.  i cant even imagine or come up with the possibilities that the future will bring us.  this life is a sleeping bear, some days that bear wakes up and reeks havoc.  i know this might sound crazy.  but i even rely on food.  my life source, the very thing that keeps me alive, i trust someone else to produce it for me. the way that i have lived my life i have put myself into a very trapped situation, mygoal is to step out of this jail.  no one is holding me in this jail, the bars on my jail are only my ignorance of the future.