so this is my second blog of the day... but its not just because i am bored and like to type hahah actually there are some not so good things going on in my head i am really questioning things that i am doing now. today i have not been happy i thought that running with my dog this morning would help out the rest of the day but it actually made things worse you know... i am feeling really pointless in my life now. well not really pointless because i know that i am a awesome person and i have a ton of potential but sometimes i dont think people see it. or some one i guess... hahaha (oh Bouy)... the thing is i am fine with that but for some reason i am not happy today... when i am typing i feel better so this blog might be kinda long. when you like someone and you know it wont work out you kinda want to take them away from your life but its scary to do it. its like taking something away from your life. how would it feel to take even a thought away from your mind? thats a scary thought. what if someone could take a memory away from you? i would hold my memories so close and make sure i would not loose them to someone else. this life is so funny like that. and what memories are more important then others. i can think of a few memories that i would not mind to forget. hahah or to be taken away. but would that help? (in my life) i can see how some things like war and evil things children have seen and even adults it would be helpful to take that away because there mind is not ready for what they saw. that actually opens up another blog someday hahah when is your mind ready? well you know this is more helpful then thought to just type what i am thinking. but to conclude on what im trying to say is....
Conclusion-
life is important. it is lonely at times and full of friends in other times. but with every thing you do remember that it is important you keep your memories even if you have to say goodbye to friends or people you care about. you will keep memories:) if you dont loose them somewhere up in that crazy brain tissue in your head behind your perspective.
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Guard your memories like lucky charms. Remember that the step past hurt is bitterness but the step beyond bitterness is an even more sweet step than could even be imaginable. Life is full of highs and lows.. Remembering the highs and enduring the lows is why we are here. Keep your spirit up.. Up is where it belongs.
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