RANDOM THOUGHTS

sometimes i like to just sit back and do nothing hahah but for the most part if i dont do things or have a purpose for waking up then my day does not go good... but i dont know where i am going with that whole comment but i just feel like typing right now :)  some one once said that calming music or singing is needed for a horse with alot of spirit to run.  and if thats true... i have alot of spirit to run.  and in a way thats true if i could just run away from all of my problems i think i would EVERRRY DAY hahah but i know that i would not grow if i did that... i have been thinking... sometimes you have to give up things you love for some other things you love.  and i think i would give up my whole life for alot of things.  to me nothing is really important in my life... if that makes sense.  any time of the day i could give my life for someone that needs it.  who ever is reading this if you need anything i will give up whatever it takes to help you get it or accomplish it.  because if you are reading it you are my friend hahaha so i can honestly say i am here.  there is some lyrics that i enjoy that some one wrote.  "if you want to burn your self remember that I LOVE YOU... and if you want to cut your self remember that I LOVE YOU... and if you want to kill yourself remember that I LOVE YOU... Call me befor your dead, we can make some plans instead, send me an IM i'll be your friend. "  and you know those are kinda weird but so true in my case dont any one ever think nobody is there for them because I AM!!!   remember that I LOVE YOU